Mark (![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} darkunderworld) wrote,@ 2008-04-29 12:49:00 |
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I'm dying
What a terrible day dream I just had.
I imagined that I was dying and wouldn't see my next birthday, so I was gven a playstation 3 and gtaIV as an advanced present, and my family secretly discussed that I would get another birthday on my actual one if I lived that long.
I didn't have a lot of energy so I would just stay in bed all day playing gta and then fall asleep often with the dual shock 3 sixaxis controller in my hands.
I had the bed moved round facing the wall so that my parents could put a big plasma telly on the wall.
How great is my life that I'm imagining I'm dying ffs?
I guess it's just the gargantuan amount of stress that I'm under and dying would of course relieve all of that.
Additionally how detailed are my daydreams!
What a terrible day dream I just had.
I imagined that I was dying and wouldn't see my next birthday, so I was gven a playstation 3 and gtaIV as an advanced present, and my family secretly discussed that I would get another birthday on my actual one if I lived that long.
I didn't have a lot of energy so I would just stay in bed all day playing gta and then fall asleep often with the dual shock 3 sixaxis controller in my hands.
I had the bed moved round facing the wall so that my parents could put a big plasma telly on the wall.
How great is my life that I'm imagining I'm dying ffs?
I guess it's just the gargantuan amount of stress that I'm under and dying would of course relieve all of that.
Additionally how detailed are my daydreams!
